What becomes addicted? The mind? The body? The emotions? All of the above? I have known fr a LONG time that I have an addictive personality. Alcohol, drugs, people, behaviors, foods, etc. When I realize that these addictions no longer serve me, I let them go.

Where do they go when they have been let go? Do I miss them? Do they visit me? Do I visit them? Other people often entertain my former “friends”. I don’t miss them. In fact I am realizing I am still holding on to some addictions and maybe this would be a good time to say farwell to them…

The addictions I still am entertaining? Chocolate and being sick. Can sickness, having a “disease” be called an addiction? I am wrestling with this notion and thinking yes it can. If, on some sick level (pun intended), I am enjoying the attention the disease brings me… And then, I really do like the taste of chocolate, (it is so rich and versatile) then maybe I am addicted.

Am I ready to relenquish these parts of my life? Disease… well yeah! Isn’t that a “no brainer”? It shall require many changes of venue and attitude on my part. Trust, I shall have to trust in myself. That should be easy and fun. I belive I am capable of anything, remember. Let the journey begin I am up for adventure. Okay ditching the addictions, Let the Games Begin.

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